FeyVored

I've been reading Leviticus using the app called Read The Word which is associated with The Bible Project. The animations are great, they help create a picture of what things looked like in Biblical times. I don't have much to write at this moment, but I know that it must have been hard to keep the statutes laid out for the Israelites- truth be told, I have a problem understanding them, let alone following them. God shows the Israelites how Holy He is. He tells them that He wants them holy too. Sin must be purged out from their midst. As I read those weighty chapters, I pictured myself amongst the Israelites listening to the words of Moses reading God's commandments. Maybe I would have been attentive, taking detailed notes, or maybe I would be gazing into the wilderness wondering where this much talked about land of promise is. But I know for sure that I my heart would be heavy, weary and tired from wandering, wondering how I could possibly be holy as God had commande...

Along this path of sorrow Along this winding road I find myself traveling Where sorrow is unknown And chaos calls to chaos Below the waterfalls All Your waves crash o’er me I’m crushed beneath it all But I know, I know You remain the same Even in, even in My wandering Sometimes I often wonder If You have let me down Why does it seem I walk alone Where trouble finds me out But sorrow as my company I fix my eyes on You Soon again I’ll praise Your name And feel my soul renewed As I know, I know You remain the same Even in, even in My wandering Oh I know, I know You remain the same Even in, even in My wandering A traveler never reaches That sacred place alone A light to always guide you Along the narrow road So steadily I keep my stride Through every briar and thorn Although my flesh will falter My hope is in the Lord Because I know, I know You remain the same Even in, even in My wandering Oh I know, I know You remain the same Even in, ...

Dear Reader, Read Genesis 35 v 3: Then come, let us go up to Bethel, where I will build an altar to God, who answered me in the day of my distress and who has been with me wherever I have gone. ” "...God,  who answered me in the day of my distress and who has been with me wherever I have gone. ” God is faithful to His promise. He will never leave nor forsake those who trust in Him. Love, FeyVored

The hot sun rises and the grass withers; the little flower droops and falls, and its beauty fades away. (see James 1:11) I lost a dear friend a week ago. I found out today the cause of her death- she slept and didn't wake up. At first, I decided not to ask about the cause. I was hoping it was a peaceful passing-- with no pain or anguish, with no sorrow in her last moments, with no reason to doubt God's existence-- and it was. Daisy was a blessing. In the first year of secondary school, she was introduced to me as my elder sister's classmate and quickly became a dear friend. They were both aspiring to be senior prefects; Daisy was put in charge of my year, and my sister was in charge of another year. I knew Daisy was looking after me to make sure I had "junior girl life" easier than most of my peers had. She would come to help me arrange my locker ready for inspection, make sure my provisions were intact and...

"I, even I, am the One who wipes out your transgressions for My own sake, and I will not remember your sins"  - God (Isaiah 43:25)  This verse stirred up so many emotions in my heart as I read it. Firstly, I was sorry for what I had done that caused me to sin against God. Secondly, I was aware of my tendency to transgress and that this is not the first time I have felt sorry for it. Thirdly, I was grateful for God's mercy in wiping out my wrongs against Him. Fourthly, I was even more grateful that the reason He has wiped them out is because of Himself. Not me, Him. Maybe a part of me wants to feel special, maybe I want God to look at my sorry heart and have my sins wiped out because I am sorry. Maybe that is what you want too. Maybe we like to feel that we can earn forgiveness just by being sorry. Maybe it is our pride. Actually, that IS our pride. This sense of pride demands a right to forgiveness because my heart is contrite, because I have felt the...

One of the things that I have accepted, although reluctantly, is that it is impossible for everyone to be my "good" friend.  I have tried hard to keep people I have met at some stage in life very close- regardless of distance, interests, religion, beliefs and life views. With time, I realised that wanting to be close to everyone meant my being close to no one. It's impossible to give your full attention and time to everyone. Only God can do that. So rather than tie people down with half-hearted friendships, I am learning to be sincere in defining my relationships. Understanding that I can’t be everything to everyone, I have had to stop putting on others the burden to be a great friend. I understand that if anyone made a promise to ALWAYS be there but they haven’t actually been, they must have had good intentions but as people say, life happens. So I forgive you because I haven’t been the perfect friend myself and I need to be forgiven too. But thanks be to God! Yes...

I often have times when I say to myself “I shouldn’t really be doing this, but this is the last time I will indulge”. Honestly, I know that the last time is usually not the last as there is high chance that I will be faced with the situation one more time. The thing is we live in a fallen world and what that means for Christ’s followers is that no matter how hard we try, we have desires for things that are not good for us. A desire in itself may not be harmful but when followed by action, it is given its power. James, the brother of Jesus, speaks about this: “ … each one is tempted when he is drawn away by his own desires and enticed. Then, when desire has conceived, it gives birth to sin; and sin, when it is full-grown, brings forth death” -James 1:14-15 Desire is that thing within us that seems to  have a life of its own. It is almost like an involuntary function- one which its onset cannot be controlled. It is triggered, however, by something that is alluring, an enticemen...